I think I knew on day 1, a week wasn't long enough, but now it is Friday, and I def know it. One week has not been long enough, and it hasn't even been a whole week.
The first two days were bangers. Happy as a clam. Then yesterday I started to feel really overwhelmed. I started thinking about how every minute of the day is scheduled and how will I fit everything in that I want to do, not just here, but when I get home. Oh God, the list of things to do when I get home. The thought of going back to the trucks is making me physically sick. I may actually have to get off the plane and go straight to work, otherwise I will continue to be sick through Monday about it. I know the rest of this week is covered, but I just can't wait to go in on Monday and see what's on the to do list. I need to get ahead of it.
The bright side: I am going to rebook my next stay before I leave. Downside: I left my debit card at home. Hahaha. I obviously have a credit card, but that is not my preferred way to pay.
Oh and I haven't been able to stream while I am here. The room connection will let me connect, but isn't good enough to stream. In fact, it won't even let me log into my cb account. I hope that is just a weird glitch. I am able to log in on my phone, so I'm hopeful it is just an internet issue, not the laptop.
I have a full dance card today. A business owner I know offered me free lunch today, but I already have lunch plans with an elderly friend. I am going to stop in and say hi to the business owner, then pick up my elderly friend for lunch. Then I have some dinner plans with a couple I know. This might have been what started the anxiety the other day. Too many things to do. It isn't that I don't want to do these things, I just think I might want to stare into the beach more. I hope it doesn't overwhelm me.
All the pictures are being uploaded to onlyfans if you want to see what I have been up to. I'll be back online in a few days.
xoxox
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