People-ing is exhausting

So...Maybe I could be online masturbating this morning, instead of writing this blog. Maybe I could be?!?! But you know what, people is exhausting some times. It's hard to put on a game face when you have worked the kind of work hours I have this week. My job requires constant smiling and bullshit chatter. I don't want to have to do that online. I want it to flow.

So, knowing my limitations, I am checking in my blog this morning. If I thought I could just bate no chat, I totally would, but guess what, I like to chat with you guys. I am just mentally exhausted this morning.

When I get to the office, I am going to log in for a little G rated Jenni, cause let's be honest, the expectation of me in the office is low. I don't have to be overly chipper. I'm not this morning. I am tired. I am thinking I may be getting too old to do the job I do. I don't think it is the physical demands, more than it is the...trucking. I hate driving. Somedays I don't have to drive, but the days that I do have to drive, I wake up in a bad mood and end my day in a bad mood. Today I am driving. And catering a wedding. Double yuck.

My work week this time of year is pretty non stop, but the days that I am actually work working, is Friday-Monday. Shockingly yesterday, both of my kids came to visit me in the truck. That has never happened, and 1000% made my day. They don't usually visit the truck. I think sometimes they hate the truck, because of how much time it has consumed in the last 5 years. Then sometimes they get the short end of the people are exhausting thing, because when I a done for the day, I am D.O.N.E.

In other news. Baseball this week was amazing. Then we got snow. Not amazing. There was another police involved shooting in my city. More on that in a different blog. And I worked. and worked.

Hope to see you guys on line for some naked fun soon, but if I here, and I am not naked. Be kind. Peopling is hard.

xoxo

Jenni