On the mend

First of all, so many of you reached out to me in some way after the last couple of posts. I appreciate you! I am mostly mobile but still wildly uncomfortable. The urologist referred me to another doctor, so...the saga continues. I am really just trying to minimize movement. This seems to be a good strategy for now. I was planning on hitting the float pod again tomorrow, but the needs of others have taken back a hold of me. I really need to get over and see my mother. She is loosing it with me not having been there hast week.

My dad bought himself a range membership. I assume most of you know what that is, that come in my room. I am soooooo jealous that I can't go with him right now. I don't think shooting will help the back pain. It legit would have been the perfect Easter. I missed the minor league opening day here. That makes me pretty sad too. I never miss opening day. I just didn't think I could do the steps and the seat. *sigh* leaning into being 45 I guess. The bright side is that I am able to move without excruciating pain. I am not overlooking that very bright side. Last week was unbelievable. We take so much for granted in this life. Am I right? I think I am.

With that said, I won't even talk able how fucked this makes things in food truck land. Other than to say, I walked up on the new truck on Monday. One step up and I was in agony. FML.

How about that vacay, you might ask? Not a chance I am canceling it. I am being really low key about the vacay because I just really want the quiet. But...if you wanted to contribute to some vacay spoils, I would totally welcome that at this point. I am not even thinking about the money I have lost in truck bookings this last week, or the doctor bills that will come in from my trip to the ER, because I REALLY need this time away before the season gets really bonkers. You can head on over to >> https://www.wishtender.com/spoiljenni I made this little list. I like to think I am a pretty budget bitch, and I totally am. I like simple things. Nothing crazy. No mark up on an acai bowl here. I just kind of like what I like on vacays. I like an acai bowl for breakfast every day, and a diner for lunch or dinner. I like to buy diner t-shirts to support the diners a little extra. I LOVE LOVE LOVE diner desserts! I like to tip my diner servers 100% of the bill. I like to catch a baseball game where ever I am. I equally like to have my fingers and toes pretty if I am on the beach. And of course I will be on the beach.

The universe has given me repeated signs that something has to change in my life, and I have tried to listen. Then I fall back to old patterns. I really have to try this time. Like. Really. Have to try. Or there won't be vacations for me to enjoy.