We've been waiting on you. You came. Not the good kind of came either. Ha!
I am sitting in a cold state, covered in ice with snow covering that. It would seem that this has shut the city down. Geesh. It's whatever though. I had no plans of leaving the house anyway. My therapist called me today for teletherapy, because he closed his office, and he asked me if I had been out. I was like...ummm, that's a stupid question, we know I don't leave the house too much these days.
That is real. For 6 months I have gone to work and gone to my mother. Last weekend I went to an art installation with my cousin and was gone for 4 hours. That might really have been the most "out" I have been in months. I don't really count the gym or the salon, because those are quick things. Destination and done.
I have not been to my mother's the last two nights. Last night I thought I would take a quick power nap, then slept through the alarm. Then tonight the roads from my house to her house hadn't been cleared and I wasn't feeling that drive, and she understood that.
Tonight, I knew Taco Tom would be home, so I spend some time texting with him. Catching up on our inability to connect in January. Sent him some boobs. It was fine. I seem to have two plans in life. One involves him. The other doesn't. I am at a crossroads.
Nothing too crazy going on - my truck "should" be fixed by next Thursday. That is a huge weight off of my shoulders, but not really, until I actually have it back and fixed in my possession. When one weight is lifted, another weighs down. I don't really know how to get back in the truck with my mother's current situation at home. Yet I keep booking the truck. I am going to have to talk to my aunt and uncle about that, but that stresses me out too. I already have 100+ days in the calendar that I will have to be 14-16 hours in the truck. They don't understand that kind of obligation. They think I should just be able to walk away, it's a choice. It's a choice that I have worked very hard to be successful at. It isn't as easy as they think it is to shift priorities. That is how I earn a living.
Speaking of earning. I am back on the daily chaturbate grind it seems. Last week was tough, but this week has been better, and I am able to be online more again. In a few weeks, it will shift again to some more G rated Jenni than most will like, but some do, so it will be o.k. I think.
I am planning another trip before the truck season really amps up. I was looking for flights tonight. Maybe the end of March, but there aren't any rooms in my favorite beach front resort until May. Cunundrums. I would really like to go to Vegas, but I just don't think I can do the long flight with the mask. We shall see. I am hoping to have that worked out by the end of next week.
House hunting can lick dick. That is all I have to say about that.
I scheduled a mani for Sunday afternoon, after my stream. 444 in the tip for that if you wanna spoil your slut.
I have watched both versions of Willy Wonka this week on Netflix. I am OG Willy all the way, but I got sucked down the Tim Burton rabbit hole. Which is your fave!
Find me 9 a.m. EST Fri/Sat/Sun. No way you won't be able to find me this weekend if you want to.
xoxo Jenni
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