Meanderings

It's Sunday. Once upon a time, not so long ago, I would get up and masturbate for you on Sunday. I called it #churchwithJenni. I always knew it would be put on a shelf, but I think I was still wishing it wouldn't be. Sunday's are very busy work days for me. Even though I don't have to be to work until 11 a.m., and have been up for hours already, I just can't muster the masturbation before a 12 hour work day. On one hand, it might be just what I need. On the other hand, laundry is piling up, there are dirty dishes in my sink, my vacuum needs to be run. Oh, and I need to breathe.

I am actually contemplating hiring someone to give my house a deep clean because I feel like it is a total wreck. When my kids were little, I paid a housekeeper. It was a time management thing. I worked a lot them too, though not this much. I didn't want to come home and clean. I wanted to spend time with the kids. So I did. Never once did I feel guilty about that. Money well spent to have extra valuable time with my kids.

Monday my youngest son turns 18. I will be working 12 hours. He will be working 7 at his job. Did I create a monster. I always work on my birthday. Is it even a thing not too?

I am still spending quite a bit of time at the hospital. Yesterday, I really wanted to come home from work and just lay in my bed, but my dad needed some relief, so I went. Once I get there, I am fine to settle in for hours, but yesterday, I just wanted to rest a little. No rest for the wicked. No masturbating either. Lol.

These are just my Sunday meanderings. No #churchwithJenni. But there will be the view of fireworks from the metal box later. I suppose that is an even trade.

I would def not sub to my onlyfans right now. It is lame as fuck, but I would 100% head on over to my amazon list, Amazon.com cause I need all the things. Surprises are amazing right now. Long days and amazon packages are where it is at for me :)

Have an amazing fucking Sunday!