Me again!

Just checking in - What a week it has been!

Monday, lame.

Tuesday, 20 hour work day for the local Children's Hospital - It was 96 degrees, which means it was about 110 in the food truck. I was out until 3 a.m., and it legit was still at least 100 degrees in that truck at 3 a.m.

Taco Tom came out and worked the late shift with me. I made it all the way until 2:30 a.m., and then I felt SO sick. I was standing outside of the truck, and he asked me what was wrong, and I was like "I think I might throw up a little". I didn't, but man o man did it feel like it. He also brought me soap and "dude wipes" because if you haven't even been in a food truck, then you have no idea how flipping hot it is inside the truck, and to put in the hours that I put in on Tuesday...I was so disgusting. He was a good sport. I really appreciate him.

Wednesday, I maybe was out of bed for 4 hours or so. Sleep was needed.

Thursday, my mind was off. I had to catch up from 2 days of being away from emails and voicemails, but I made it.

My son wasn't here again all week, and that was NICE. I miss being an empty nester. Soon enough again though. He is moving out next week with a friend of his.

Friday, haha, was a total shit show, personally and professionally. The only part of that that anyone here cares about is that I told Taco Tom that he needs to marry me or move on. Still waiting on his answer to that. To be noted, I told him that married meant each of us still sleeping in our own beds, in our own houses and not an official ceremony or anything. Very low-pressure situation. But a needed one. Something else happened in the shitshow that got my panties in a twist, that didn't concern him, but trickled into him.

The value of a person to another person. In my opinion his value should be higher than others, because of the nature of our relationship, and yet it never is. I think I may have said something like if you are o.k. with Jimmy being more important or my go to person ahead of you, this is me saying that I am no longer o.k. with that. We shall see how that plays out, but in any case, I am going to be firm this time. I would literally rather be alone than feel like I felt yesterday, that someone else values me more than him.

In other news: All of my plants on my deck are dying. What the FUCK? This heat is outsmarting me and I am about 3 days away from just scrapping all the plants because it hurts to look at them.

You might catch me streaming Sunday morning in the office. I have my whole team going out at night and me in during the day...should be some down time. Maybe see you then.