I may have snapped

Yesterday, I may have snapped. There are a lot of stressful things in my world and yesterday just became too much. I am not sure I am fit for the side hustle business right now, but I will pull it together, because I am in too deep.

I mostly can't wait for my vacay next week. I know a few people where I am going, and I hadn't told anyone I was coming...until last night. I think I knew that if I didn't announce my visit that I would hole up in my hotel and enjoy some much-needed solitude. That probably wouldn't have been the best decision. So now I will have to be social while I am away. That is probably the better choice.

I have too many things in the calendar between now and when I leave next week. A haircut this morning, candle shopping tomorrow, a craft show Saturday, zoo lights at night, work Sunday, mani and pedi Monday, and of course mother duties every night, and now I literally don't want to do any of it. I just want to...hole up in my house until I leave. Fuck.

I actually went to bed before 10 p.m. last night. I haven't done that in a very long time. I woke up around 7, and sure enough am still in a hateful mood. Maybe the girl who cuts my hair can make me not so hateful. I hope so.

So, if you see me online, which you will, cause a bitch has goals...be kind. The universe is fucking with me right now and I can't seem to shake it off.

xoxo

Jenni