Day 4: Who's killing it?

This girl - that's who.

I have successfully pushed myself to go to the gym every day. It isn't really that hard, because I actually like the gym, but I have had very light mom duties this week, so that has helped my mood and motivation. I feel really on task.

Overall, I have felt pretty weightless this week. It has been so long since I have felt that way. I know it is short lived. My mother still requires me. I just caught a lucky break this week with other things that had to come first, and my sister just had to man up.

I am looking at a new retail space for work. Not for the sex work, for the work work. It will be my 3rd stream of revenue that I create for my job. People think I am nutty on this, but I struggle without goals, and if I don't add a 3rd stream of revenue to my arsenal this year, I will lose interest and get bored. A truck and catering just isn't enough for me. I want a hub too. Do I have the time? IDK. Do I have the drive? Obviously. I need to be motivated to do that job, and I don't have it the way things are right now. I need more.

What else? Per the norm, you guys have been bangers. Very, very close to complete and utter happiness for the month. Thank you! If you see me online a little extra this week, it is for two reasons. One: I want complete and utter happiness, lol. Two: Next week, I may be forcing myself into normal society more than this week. I grind when I can.

In other news: Taco Tom texted me Merry Christmas, to which I didn't even respond. I should have, but Christmas wasn't the best day of my life and all I would have said was "thanks". It didn't seem necessary. I did talk to him for a minute tonight. There was a list put out tonight of the 40 up and coming restaurants to watch in 2022 and he wasn't on it. I may have asked him why? It is all a little political, and I get that, but I clearly care too much. I just want him to have every opportunity for success. He should have been on the list.

Thursday morning is G rated Jenni with Abe - we will be shooting the shit for lunch money and new gym shoes. :) #bethereorbesquare