It does seem like every time I make a plan, my plan gets foiled. This time is no different. If you have been missing me, it is justified. 9 days ago I was in the ER, then 7 days ago, was also in the ER, then spent a night admitted in the hospital. I have a stomach ulcer and passed a kidney stone with a whole bunch of them left that I have to visit the urologist to have ruptured. It hasn't been fun. What I have missed most in the last 9-10 days is food. Food isn't a great situation. I have also missed feeling weightless and healthy-ish. My head hurts every day at this point. Not really up for streaming but may make a comeback today.
I have been going to work this week, despite my best ideas, but I didn't have a choice. Today, I just couldn't pull it together this morning, so I think I am going to type this blog and maybe go back to bed. I missed an entire festival last weekend, like, had to pull out of the festival because I was in the hospital, so at this point, I don't know if I give a fuck about the rest of the things going on. Today, 1 truck event, 4 catering deliveries, and 1 cart event. Could care less, tbh.
This is quite awful, for transparency. I am the WORST patient, and then my minds works overtime about all the things...everything you could imagine I am overthinking at this point. Or maybe I am just hungry. The kidney stone diet vs. the stomach ulcer diet really crosses over each other and the only real common food is eggs, which are not my favorite. I want some fried chicken. I want some chips and guac. Grrrrrrr.
So, weekly vids and updates is on hold. Streaming is TBD. Even phone sex has been a no. I am hoping today, after I nap, I can pull it together. I think it will help. So if you see me, there won't be the sexy or the slutty, but there will be some scaled back version of Jenni.
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