I want to say the Covid has shit all over my year - but it hasn't. My day job took a dive, but everything else in my world is lightyears ahead of where it had been.
I am 32 followers away from 10k on chaturbate - which has taken me a long time, but I am really proud of that goal. I am hopeful that I will hit that easily during Church with Jenni in the a.m. I am less than $150 away from an all time monthly record, for me, at talktome. I got a great compliment on my reviews there >> "Holy crap, it doesn't matter how much you pay, she treats every customer good, if you want a nice sexy mommy experience, than this is the woman for you"
I do think that sums me up. I really try to give a good show or a good call, and you know what else, I also just try to be a good fucking person, so how about that? I am going to end this year, better than I have ever been, in all the ways. So I want to say that Covid has ruined my year for me, but it hasn't.
I have spent my entire life creating my identity through my career success, and I have had a lot of it. So this year, failure after failure, because of things beyond my control (covid), I made a choice to not let that make me think I was a failure. I created a new identity for myself. I was always here, but man did my job take priority over everything. So many missed events in my life, highs, lows, all related to work. In a way, I set goals for the side hustles so that I could still have successes, and it has helped, but I really did a lot of work on my self this year, cause I have had a lot of time to do it.
So you know what today is, ah-fucking-mazing! And I am going to treat myself to some time off tomorrow. Church with Jenni is still on, earlier than normal, then I am going to hit the gym, and have lunch with my two favorite people and do some shopping. I plan on doing some real damage at the BBW semi annual sale. As if I need more candles. But I do, and I have earned them :)
If I hit 10k in the morning, I will come back and do an evening stream and we are going to set a 10k token goal, which I will never hit, but it will be fun to try!
Thank you all - for helping me make it through a tough year! I appreciate the fuck out of you.
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