And sadly, there won't be 4 O's this week. I have been doing some evening masturbating. It's about the only way I can sleep through the night. Thank goodness for that, because it has been a long week. I feel like the universe is off this week. I did not feel well at the beginning of the week and just have been pretty exhausted. Mentally, I have been a little off too. It's whatever, cause the train still has to keep moving.
Nothing really to report this week other than I think I have a few days off next week. I am considering getting a hotel room just to have some peace and quiet in my life, because I can't just hop on a plane right now, as much as I would like to. You know I have been checking flights all week to my fave places, just in case I decide to add to cart. I know that would be irresponsible.
I got invited to a party today. No one ever invites me to anything in the summer. To be fair, this person said "I know you probably can't come, but I wanted to tell you". And you know what, I have a festival that day, and I am really thinking of canceling it, to go to this party. I mean, how unlike me, would that be? Totally unlike me. Festivals are big money in the truck. But...no one invites me to parties in the summer. Which is a lie, because 2 people invited me to cook outs on the 4th of July now that I am thinking about this. I couldn't go to those. I should have gone to those. My whole like no one invites me to things like that, occasions and whatnot, because I am literally always working. I am liking being invited this year. This never happens.
I think they all think because of my mom's stroke and my step-mom dying I would work less. Maybe I should. But until then, find me tomorrow morning in the office while I wait for generator service on the truck bright and early.
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